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Reena Esmail

Composer

Man tu shudam, tu man shudi

May 10, 2022 by

Program Notes

Thirteenth century Sufi musician and poet Amir Khusro wrote the beautiful verse which inspired this piece. I set the piece with the energy of first love — the first time we encounter a person to whom we feel completely inseparable.

But the opposite circumstance is important too: as humans we are so related and interdependent on one another, and it is often at the most difficult times — at times when we are incentivized to ‘other’ one another — where it is the most important to remember how deeply connected we are.

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This piece was written for Illinois Wesleyan University Collegiate Choir, conducted by J Scott Ferguson. It was the last work to be commissioned in an incredible series of choral commissions for this ensemble that started in 1952 (and ended with Man Tu Shudam, in 2024). As I wrote this work, I was so aware of that fact — and I wanted this piece to reflect not only the joy of meeting a soulmate, but the importance of creating an intentional ending that honored the loss of such a special tradition.

NB: Though the intro to this piece is slow and dreamy, the majority of the work is fast and ecstatic! (just listen past 1:24)

Recording

Illinois Wesleyan University Collegiate Choir
Akash Bhatia, tenor; Anna Noga, soprano
J Scott Ferguson, conductor

Text

Man tū shŭdam, tū man shŭdī
Man tan shŭdam, tū jān shŭdī
Taukas na gūyād bād azīn
Man dīgaram, tu dīgarī

(text: Amir Khusro – 13C)

I have become you, you have become me
I am the body, you are the soul
So that no one can then say
That you are someone, and I am someone else.

Special Performance Requirements

There are no special requirements to perform this piece. Similar to Tuttarana in level, the piece has a soprano and tenor solo, and is completely attainable for a choir that only has Western choral training.

Audio Guide

Audio Guide for soprano and tenor soloists
Audio guide for choir

Premiere/Performances

Man Tu Shudam, Tu Man Shudi was premiered on April 21, 2024 by the Illinois Wesleyan University Collegiate Choir; J Scott Ferguson, conductor

Press/Reviews

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Instrumentation: SATB Chorus
Duration: 5'
Year: 2023
Movements: 1
Language: Farsi
Commissioned By:

Illinois Wesleyan University Collegiate Choir — J. Scott Ferguson, Conductor. Made possible by the Sylvia Monti Anderson Commissioned Choral Work Fund honoring Delta Omicron at Illinois Wesleyan University


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Text by: Amir Khusro (13C)

Esmail is the Los Angeles Master Chorale’s 2020-2025 Swan Family Artist in Residence, and was Seattle Symphony’s 2020-21 Composer-in-Residence. She also holds awards/fellowships from United States Artists, the S&R Foundation, the American Academy of Arts and Letters, and the Kennedy Center.

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